Monday, June 15, 2009

I got it all out

Yesterday night i couldn't sleep so i decided to watch some movies i collected form a classmate on my laptop... the very first one i watched was A FAMILY THAT PREYS...

it was a beautiful movie, i thoroughly enjoyed it.....

being a crybaby that i am i was moved to tears at the end.....

i don't know what happened but somewhere along the line the tears became real.. i cried my eyes out.. and i don't know why???
i just felt lost and all the bottled up hurt i had been keeping and fears came out in tears i cried my heart out.. not silent tears, but those heart wrenching ones where u cry your eyes out...
i cried and cried and the more i cried the more i felt better...
i cried for my relationship.. the bottled up hurt i kept in ( jist for another day)
the fear of separation...
the evasive love
i cried.. and when i was through i look myself in the mirror .......


and i laughed........
it was an epiphany.................

hope u all have a lovely week.

16 comments:

juiceegal said...

First!!!!

juiceegal said...

I love that movie...Tyler perry is the ish.
Cryin can be therapeutic..glad u got it all out.Hw u dey???

RocNaija said...

An epiphany..

After the storm.. always comes the sun..

Tigeress said...

good to let it all out. :)

Have a blessed week.

BBB said...

@juicegal..he really is it was a wonderful movie...and yes u are FIRST!!

@Rocnaija...i believe...my laughter really was d sun

@tigeress...... thanks for stopping by have a great week too

BSNC said...

Its good you let it all out and at the end of the day you had a beautiful smile on your face. How wonderful :)

Rene said...

great to let out all those bottled up tears... Tyler Perry is just the ish

African Weight Loss Diva said...

hmmm, i have to go download the movie o. not seen it yet.

its good u cried out your tears jare, we all need that once in a while

Dante said...

eh yaaa.....it pays to let it out..
I know you are ok now..thanks for stopping by my page...missed you too.

chayoma said...

Crying is good therapy, clears the mind...still havent seen the movie...will fit it into my schedule (althou i hate to watch movies that move me to the point of shedding tears, Armageddon always seems to do that to me, no matter how many times i've seen it)

Funms-the rebirth said...

im a good advocate for crying.... it washes away any hurt and pain.... good u let it all out.... emotions shouldnt be bottled up

NigerianDramaQueen said...

Tyler Perry movies can definately make you cry, laugh...and then have epiphanies. My fav part of that movie is when Sanaa Lathan's husband gave her that slap at the end! Loved it!LOL

P'sy-A-wana said...

y is it just gals dat r commenting here....if i wasnt sure of myself i woulda run lol....saw d movie had 2 blink really rapidly cos i was wiv my friends...its ok 2 cry i just dont like seeing people do it...come 2 think about it my friends were blinking rapidly too

BBB said...

@BSNC.. IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL SMILE...
thanks for stopping by

@Rene..tyler perry is the real ish..thanks for stopping by hope u had fun

@ African weight loss diva... d movie is really great i absolutely recommend it...

@Dante... glad to see u commenting again...

@chayoma.. crying is wonderful therapy... d just have to see it , it might not make u cry as i said i am a crybaby

@Funmi..... thanks

@Nigeriandramaqueen... loved that part too, the slap was well deserved, she annoyed d hell outta me in dat movie

@p'sy-a-wana.... actaully roc and dante are guyz... but i think we have more girls on blogsville .....
lol@blinking rapidly

scribbler said...

Crying can be therapeutic and I think since u realised u were crying for not just the movie,,,Thats a good start...BIG GIRLS DO CRy...Sometimes u can feel instant lightness when u just let go and cry..

Lady X said...

I've found that a good cry by yourself helps you feel a whole lot better and helps to put things in perspective!
So cry it out when you need to I say!

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