........ Breathe

Just stop
Pause
Take a very deep breath through your mouth
Exhale through your nose

What am i doing
Emotionally available
Emotionally unavailable
In Out
Here There
Neither here nor there

Its a merry-go round
Its a i-dont-know-what-it-is-im-doing
Its a play by the ear kinda situation
Its a we'll see now, wont we kinda phase

Sorta Kinda here
Sorta Kinda there
Not exactly anywhere
but still sated in happiness