Friday, June 25, 2010

Reflections

My last post really was an angry one
i talked to a friend today
she was pretty surprised about d breakup
she is the only friend i have spoken to about this that had a suprisingly diff reaction
she asked me why i couldnt forgive ty for what he did since he seems to be sorry
that when u claim to love sumone u should be able to forgive anything
i thought long and hard about it
i do forgive him
in fact i realize thats d only way i can let go of d hold he has on me
but i also realize that i deserve much better
step by step
i forgive him
i wish him well
the most painful part is the bestfriend i lost
i wish i could keep the bestfriend and loose the boyfriend
when they r one and d same u tend to be at a disadvantage
hmmmmm
anyway
step by step i say
thanks for all d emails
i dont even know what to say
i have been overwhelmed
thank you, thank you

12 comments:

Sumptuous said...

It's step by step like u said. U're gonna be fine!

Jaycee said...

Yes, that's the way forward dearie...step by step.

2cute4u said...

My darling..
Time will be when this shall be a gist to be told with relief when you really get to meet THE ONE..
He's not worth being the best friend..He's not worth it..

Myne Whitman said...

My dear, you'll be fine. Just take it a day at a time OK? Huggsss.

neefemi said...

Pele been wanting to give you a hug since....you deserve better and it will come to you. you will be fine.

Blowing Blessings Your Way said...

I can def relate...but forgiveness is def the 1st step...with time u'll get stronger...*hugs*

LE DYNAMIQUE PROFESSEUR said...

thats the way girl... forgiveness.. it gets you off the chains.

doll said...

baby steps, it is well jare and you can still keep the friend part anyway...if you want to..

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Nutty J. said...

One step at a time

Parakeet said...

Am really sorry to hear what has happened. Like you said you deserve better so am sure you'll be fine in the long run.

Take care.

BBB said...

@doll i can keep the friend part????
is that possible

thanks for all the hugs guys
i have gotten so many e-hugs in the last one month they are beginning to feel real.

:)

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