Wednesday, May 25, 2011

lonely girl

Writing this post from a Kiosk computer in my Uni
I'm here for a Graduate Career Seminar
We are Supposed to be Evaluating our personality types as regards finding a career that we will be comfortable and successful in
We on break on, and i am alone again
As usual, everyone has a pair, friends, people to hang out at lunch with
But I'm alone as Ive always been since i got to this dead town
Spent the night at Betty's house, she convinced me to sleep over
Id say she is my closest friend here, but we have our differences , we are alike in so many ways
and frankly that girl has issues
I miss my friends in Nigeria so much it hurts
At least i had people that understood me and fit whatever mood i was in
Betty makes thing complicated, always wants you to pet her and nudge her to do things
basically she is selfish
still a sweetheart but she gets on my second nerve
LORD i need friends
Still trying to get a summer job, haven't found one yet
I need something to replace all the money i am spending
The lord is my Jehovah Jireh sha, he will provide.
research work is there, i am surviving
haven't really started anything concrete, just basically reading A LOT and taking small decisions
*sigh*
i am bored outta my mind
i guess i could put more time into studying more... i know i don't put a lot of effort
Lord i need friends plssssss
I'm not used to being the one without friends

I started my application for an American visa last night
i have been postponing it for so long and i know i want to go this summer
Lita and i have plenty plans for June and July hope it works out.
I'm just here ranting as usual.
plan to buy a bicycle next week
put a little bit more movement in my days and tone my thighs too.
WIN WIN *huge grin*

4 comments:

MsJB said...

Love the sound of toning your thigh.
Try to reach out to people, you just might find one at the process. Don't always wait for them to come esp since you're the one that is lonely. I can so relate to this, I know how I felt when I traveled to study outside newly. Please don't let depression set in. and if you ever need an online friend *big grin* I'm right here.
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S and S said...

hey gurlie, I know how that can be. I mean "boredom" "loneliness"" I went through that moving to a new place, I moved when it was winter and the could was terrible so it was even worse BUT I'm good now. Just keep busy, occupy your mind,yhink of things you like to do and do them, go to the movies, pray about it, nothing's too silly to pray about. You'll be good :)

BBB said...

Thanks for the comments :)
you are totally right i am going to keep myself busy and pray and put myself out there.

S and S said...

hey gurlie, I know how that can be. I mean "boredom" "loneliness"" I went through that moving to a new place, I moved when it was winter and the could was terrible so it was even worse BUT I'm good now. Just keep busy, occupy your mind,yhink of things you like to do and do them, go to the movies, pray about it, nothing's too silly to pray about. You'll be good :)

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